http://www.attn.com/videos/14208/black-eyed-peas-cancer-and-mental-health

Like the woman in this video says - you have a fundamental trust in your body but that is betrayed when you get cancer.  It's impossible to re-find it.  I think this is a touching video.  I have not been through chemo, thank goodness I was, up to now, spared that.  So I feel like a bit of a charlatan, linking on to this video, but it's true that mental health is so important for cancer patients and although I was supported at first, that support has pretty much dried up from the hospital and I don't know how to move on.  I really didn't think it would be like this.  I thought once I had my reconstruction, I could really get on with my life, but it's not turned out like that, at all.  I am feeling very stuck.