After a suprise visit from my very own personal dealer, I took a pill last night (for the first time ever) and had the first good night's deep sleep that I've had for weeks. Thank you L, I really needed the break, you were right.
Quiet, sad and confused today whilst trying to live a 'normal' life and do nice things with the kids, but my head is elsewhere, I feel like I'm watching myself living, I'm far away somewhere. Still not decided what to do next. Thoughts of a masectomy disgust me as much as they did on Thursday.
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